Saturday, June 20, 2009


Welcome to being pregnant! I feel aweful and today is especially bad.
My energy has flown the coop in its entirety. Although I don't feel like sleeping I can barely summon up the effort to do anything aside from flopping my lazy butt on the couch. It was all I could do to make it to my computer and that was because my need to thwart the boredom won out. I also feel nauseous today. I haven't hurled yet, nor do I believe I will, but my stomach is revolting against the hormonal changes by doing a dance. On top of all this I have a rambunctious toddler who adamantly refuses to let me be and a filthy house that is soon going to add to my upset stomach if I don't do something about it.
Oh, and I'm as cranky as a pig without mud.
I'm just a joy to be around today. Tomorrow will be better - right?

Friday, June 12, 2009


Need I say more? Yipee!!

Monday, June 8, 2009


I'm officially 4 days late. I am starting to get excited and completely terrified at the same time. A few more days and then I will be all but certain.
My mind is totally working overtime: How long until my clothes feel tight? I will likely show sooner than with the first so how do I effectively hide it? I bought some new shirts recently and I must get as much wear as possible out of them. I have to start being very rigid with my eating, I don't want to gain too much weight... and my mind runs on.
Can this really be?

Friday, June 5, 2009


I hate this. My mind is totally working overtime. My period should be starting today, maybe tomorrow. I run like clockwork so if I'm late.... No sign of it yet. I've had a fair bit of cramping over the past week which I don't usually have until the day of. Last night it was particularly bad so I thought for sure my negative proof would show up. I've also had some other wierdness I'll spare you the details of which cause me to wonder and hope.
I took a pregnancy test today but it didn't work, meaning the control strip didn't show so the instructions said that the result is then inconclusive. (???) It was negative but I don't believe it either way because it apparently didn't work. That's what I get for buying a cheap test I suppose.
Here's to hoping!